Wednesday, April 28, 2010

starting over.

Today is one of those days where starting over seems to be the best choice for the day. I have been feeling so overwhelmed that I haven't been writing. I have been trying to find words for the little things not remembering that the words always come as soon as I start typing.

1. I went and got my lumpectomy down Friday: It went well the staff at the center were great. I couldn't have asked for a better staff! They were funny out going and just about as friendly as the come. My surgery went fast under three hours, and I was given the fun drug. My guess is I talked the whole time however, I don't remember a bit of it.

2. The girls left for the grandparents house for a month and a week. They were so cute getting ready to go. Packing everything up perfectly and thinking of what they wanted to take for the long trip. They packed up everything you can imagine! Koda more than Corbynn was ready to go. A little nervous but, so ready to be with her other set of grandparents. They haven't spent a lot of time with them since they moved across the country. I already miss them so much; I woke up this morning with a hole in my stomach. I hope they aren't brainwashed while they are gone.

3. I got back results today.

4. My shrink aka... Jimo the badass; Once again took me under his wing and let me know that everything was going to be okay. He is above all a listener. He is sweet and to the point. I have never felt guilt for having a shrink. I like to have some one who is looking out for me. Who sees what is best and knows what to tell me. Jimo however wont let me go back to work until I process all this cancer stuff... What do I have left to process really?

So I leave you with this. Work: needs updated Life: needs updated Today: needs sleep