Conflicted

I feel conflicted today. Stuck between a rock and a hard place.

Sometimes doing the right thing doesn't put you in a great place. It never fails that when you try and do the right thing that it can blow up in your face.

 I came home the other night and confided in Mr. Jones about feeling conflicted about some event that had gone on during the night. Of course when you share those feeling you set them up for being open feelings that get shared around.

Anyway long story short; I feel better today and that is what matters right?


One the other note. OMG I had the fucking stomach flu and boy did it stick my on my ass. I have to admit that it was awful. I woke up drenched in sweat feeling a little nausous at two... By two thirty I was hugging the poclien god. This continued all night until noon the next day.

My entire body was on fire. My legs were throbbing. My stomach screaming. Everything HURT. I couldn't even get up to make lunch..fuck I couldn't even get dressed. It was awful I went from the couch to the bathtub to bed a dozen times. Never getting down anything to eat. I finally was able to take some advil about 6 and wow the difference that made.
I fell asleep at seven and slept till seven and I am still tired. I know everyone in the family will get it. It just sucks to know that I always get it the worst because of all this treatment.