As Sean goes to work out at the gym. I am home feeling guilty about it. I feel like I am letting him down. Getting fat and letting him down. I Know this isn't the reality but, I hear the disappointment in his voice when he calls and asks if I am coming and I say no.... Maybe it is my own guilt I hear. As my tummy grows more and more out of shape I grow more tired and lazy... LAME.
Saturday, May 14, 2011
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As Sean goes to work out at the gym. I am home feeling guilty about it. I feel like I am letting him down. Getting fat and letting him down. I Know this isn't the reality but, I hear the disappointment in his voice when he calls and asks if I am coming and I say no.... Maybe it is my own guilt I hear. As my tummy grows more and more out of shape I grow more tired and lazy... LAME.
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I hate down days and it sounds like you are in a serious FUNK and rightly so. I know you understand the depth of your situation, but you NEED to keep reminding yourself of that and cut yourself a break... a BIG ONE.
ReplyDeleteYou are doing enough to your body right now... you can rung it through the gym/exercise ringer later.
For now put your feet up, grab a cat nap and have a snack... healthy or not ;)
Dr. Suzy's orders!
I've heard radiation is as devastating as chemo.
ReplyDeleteYou are doing well. Take heart.
My husband has just stated chemo.
Maggie X
Nuts in May
I'm sure his disappointment is because he'd like your company, not that he's displeased with your body. I think you're doing the very best you can, and rest is just as important as exercise is. Be kind and gentle to yourself.
ReplyDeleteThanks ladies! I needed the encouragement. I will try to keep my mind on it that way! I am making some sweet little cakes... Maybe I will eat some!
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