Friday, February 4, 2011


    Do you ever just feel upset for no good reason. Nothing has happened to upset you and yet you still feel like you could go one of two ways A: cry B: scream and throw thing a object across the room. That is how I feel right now. Oddly upset about nothing. I am considering crawling off to bed this early on a Friday night. Not really my normal style but, if it would avoid this feeling getting worse it may just be worth it. Maybe I am just bitchy due to body pains. Or the fact that it was one of those days where you don't feel pretty when you look in the mirror. You feel your clothes are fitting too tight or your makeup is not quite right. It has been one of those days.
     I just feel very sad. I hate that I feel tired trying to get dressed. That going out is hard on my body. I hate that I don't feel like myself right now.

    So by saying that... I think I will you with just that not a lot.
Tomorrow when I am in better spirits lets talk about the cattle auction I went to with my father and the wonderful dinner Sean and I had at Barryhill. (when I say wonderful I mean absolutely perfect dinner)


  1. Yes! I get my days like that too. Don't you think it is perfectly normal considering what you have been going through?
    Hoping it will soon pass.
    Maggie X

    Nuts in May

  2. I am glad to hear that I am not the only one who has sluggish/angry days. I am doing better today! Thanks,

  3. Ohhhh, you are soooooo not alone. I so know those kind of days. (((((((((((hugs to you))))))))))))). Brave you to admit the depth of being human.